EnvyLiciouS DeaD --> Rise of tHe AngeR

2010-07-29T22:43:00.001-07:00

hello

PAST AND THE UP COMING

2009-06-18T17:56:00.000-07:00

Okey.. let me see.. hmmmm.. Topic for today is dance at Boon Lay Crime Prevention Day.. Where to start.. Well for me its the most, fun plus tired cause just came back from night shift plus excited plus scared due to not finish remixing the songs plus happy cause there's new outfits.. I know right.. Okey.. We meet up about 12noon at tamp to get our new outfits done.. Its abit expensive but its worth it.. Abit of touch up on the remix, lunch at KFC, oh my god.. fats again.. Never mind that.. But when i see fazli, hidayah and zab smile and laugh and happy.. Its makes me feel good and put all my tired and all the negative feelings away.. LOL.. Not to forget a special thanks Fairuz for the support and the dance step she taught us at the dance studio.. Its was amazing.. Lets continue.. The dance was good but the crowd was mainly with elderly people.. lol.. i know right.. but im proud that Hidayah have grown very strong.. fazli can catch up with alot of steps in a few practice.. zab with the good c ordination with the dance and all.. Im so proud if them.. Lets get more shows and get things perfect alright.. love u guys funka squad..

upcoming is PSK.. hmmmm.. u kow what it means right twins.. LOL.. okey till here.. Late for gym.. Update ya soon.. Take care my beloved readers.. Muckz..

H not going down without a fight

2009-05-27T00:02:00.000-07:00

hey lim-twins'vill readers Gossip boy here.. Theres alot of changes happen around here for the past months.. well first scandal event is Queen B Fairuz and Hazril Humphrey birthday celebration.. Both are good and both are hot events for the year.. U know when its involved camara with flash light.. model from within embrace themself and form the word "vouge".. Both parties are special and congrts to both for growing older by 1.. not to mention thanks to lil J fazli too for being there to crack jokes..

Well for me, i hate when u thing u hot but u not.. look at urself at the mirror.. U think everyone loves u.. think again.. If someone or should i say stranger talk to u or look at u.. is not beacause u good looking or u smell nice or whatever.. at times when someone talk or look at u is because he thinks u nice person and maybe u look stupid with some colours u wearing or u look ugly with that long hair of urs.. So dont get all so excited cause someone talk to u.. gimme me a break.. and one more thing.. Get lost from my personal life.. If u think whatever u said to fad gonna make me look stupid or ugly.. bring it.. lets see who gets the last laugh.. and if u think u can distroy my life by posting something like "i dont know u gay" in my wall in facebook.. just be careful.. cause this Gossip boy have just grown mean and his ready to fight whoever stop in his way.. be careful gay f**k.. dont mess with gossip boy.. last but not least Funka Squad is back on line.. im happy for that.. miss my queen b, humphrey, lil j.. and all who ever goes outing with me.. till here now.. stay tune for more scandal updates everyone.. xoxo...

2009-05-10T02:56:00.000-07:00

okey.. its 1756 hrs and im just at home growing fats to my body.. Hmmm.. this month is EMO month.. dont know y.. All the things i do is just not right.. Hmmm is this karma?? but to think back.. have i did anything bad to people.. maybe yes, maybe no.. hmmmm.. seriously i need to get out from this stress mood and be myself again... i miss fairuz, fazli, haz... seriously.. miss u guys.. hmmmm.. Miss gym too.. AHhhhh.. im just speechless cause im really dont know what to do... Tommorow is morning shift and im not looking forward to work.. Dont know y?? Haizzz... Main point here is im feeling down.. and i need a really long break to be alone.. Hmmmm... Miss u guys.. Till here.. update ya soon till this monsoon season is over.. Take care my friends.. love u lots..

soledad

2009-05-07T10:51:00.000-07:00

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come I'll realise
You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Walking down the streets of Nothingville
Where our love was young and free
Can't believe just what an empty place
It has come to be
I would give my life away
If it could only be the same
Cause I can't still the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Time will never change the things you told me
After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me
If only you could see

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

2009-04-24T06:15:00.000-07:00

okey.. i know i have not been updating since last month.. but promise i will soon cause no mood to blog.. y u ask no mood? well.. one is beacause of work, next is training, and lots more lah.. but promise i will update soon alright.. i will upadate on fairuz's birthday celebration, sentosa outing.. hmmm.. yah.. update soon alright.. taking care..

fazli belated birthday celebration

2009-03-19T04:38:00.000-07:00

Yesterday at about 8 plus 9 like that.. me and fairuz went down to fazli work place at plaza singapura tu suprise him with his belated birthday celebration.. hahahahaha.. i know its not so grand and all but i hope u like it cause it comes from the heart.. So we did have chocolate cake with some shusi... Hhahahaha.. Japanese style.. Hahahahaha.. So right after the celebartion we walk all the way to ct hall.. while walking to ct hall.. we models took some photoshoot at this place called S.A.M.. Yah.. not sure whats it called but yah we did it hot.. Hahahahahaha.. okey the photos are at the facebook.. so u can view it there.. anyway.. Happy belated birthday fazli.. take care.. muucckkkzzz..

Movies Updates

2009-03-19T03:24:00.000-07:00

1st movie outing is with hazril.. Watched coming soon.. Dont watch this movie.. Cause its sux.. More to scary i guess.. WAHAHAHAHA.. Hazril sampai terkencing2.. wahahahhaa.. kidding.. But seriously dont watch....

I love this movie.. Its full of action pack.. So if u love action pack movie.. this is the movie for u.. So before the movie started we had about 3 hrs to spent.. so we went shopping with hazril.. Bought myself a adidas bag.. its big i know.. but i love it.. haz bought himself a mini camara with a 4G memory and also a earphone.. ahahahaha.. What a shopperholic.. okey thats most of the updates.. I will update u all soon whats the next movie i will catch with anyone i guess but most it will be with hazril, fairuz or fazli.. hahahahaha.. take care.. staytune for next update.. love u all.. mmuucckkzz..

App Nite Update..

2009-03-19T02:27:00.000-07:00

Lets update.. Do you agree if i say, we have waited for so long for this app nite to happen and after the event past, it just ended like that.. Hahahaha.. For myside of the story..Me and my twins been working out like shit at gym.. We really run and carry weight like hell for that dinner.. Hahahahaha.. at the same time.. we look at hmmm what fazli called this humans?? " SUNSHINE" Hahahahahaha.. Okey so what happen that day is met ZILA, SUHAILAH & FAZLI at tanah merah.. Hahahaha waht a coinsidence.. Than met FAIRUZ at the ampitheater.. Thanks for the cap twins.. Than we went up to level 2 right outside the cca center to get ready..Let me tell u people all of us get ready for that party and everything like thats gonna be a married ceremony.. All of them bring their makeup stuff like mak andam.. Hahahahahaha... So ZILA was first to be makeover.. Some secret to tell u people.. ZILA hair is as degil as the person.. Hahahahaha.. Seriously..

Okey let see the outcome:
Make up artise : FAIRUZ and the Hair stylist : FAZLI ( crul to stright )..

2nd make over will be FAIRUZ.. heres the out come:
Make up artise : HERSELF and Hair stylist : FAZLI ( stright to curl )

For me, FAZLI, SUAHILAH, HAZRIL & HIR.. no need make up.. Hahahahaha.. My outfit is simple Black top, white strip pants, white shoe and nice cap give by twins.. Love it.. Thanks alot.. Okey during the makeover still under going, Met HAZRIL & HIR at cafe 1.. Its been long time not met HIR.. Hizzz.. Sebok lah kata kan.. So finally FAMILY is complete.. Ohh ya faris and azhari is not here yet.. Nevermind.. Lets continue..

Met Hidayah and naqiah at the makeover sector.. Hahahahaha.. miss them too.. btw nice hair Hidayah.. So all of us make a runway to the location where app nite was held.. Met up with some of the 2nd batch concilors.. OMG!! i saw omar.. I was so shock that my weight can just gain 200 kg.. I dont know what to say but omg his so skinny... Damn.. Hahahaaha.. He ahve his shit too i guess.. The best part is met up with SELAMAT... Hahahahaha.. miss him too.. We have this conner where we have all the dinner to urself.. Hahahahahaha.. I saw fairuz, selamt, fazli, hazril, zila sitting at one conner.. Funny shit.. So for me lits join the fun.. Have dinner.. Right after dinner we have SNTM session..( singapore next top model photoshoot.. ) alot of photos ahve been taken.. HAHAHAHAHA.. Nice love the momments with family.. aLL the photo is at facebook.. So make urself free to view the pictures..

But the best picture is: Miss family so much..okey.. Thats all for app nite.. take care.. stay tune to the next update.. muckzz

EMO

2009-03-12T10:38:00.000-07:00

My feeling towards you start to grow.. i dont want that.. Seriously.. I have enough of my fantasy world already.. But you.. Whenever u smile.. Or whenever other workers called up ur name.. my heart beat start beating faster.. Dont know why... Damn! I have to stop all this pertending like im not in to you..I know by the look at u.. u are in to me cause im fat.. I understand that.. Who am i kidding anyway.. Even if fate were to give us a change to be together.. im sure it wont last.. I want to shout out load.. Been keeping this for few weeks now.. Seriously.. But when i look at u.. Just fell wanna hug u.. Be asking myself y am i behaving like this.. Im 21 years old and i cant get my feelings right.. hahahaha.. i know im beeing emo and all but this is how i feel..Its seems like theres something about u i want to know about.. For now i dont believe i LOVE anymore.. Lets just see how far my relationship can last.. If i have to be all alone again for my next anniversary.. Than theres no point of being together..For me, if things doesnt work out..I will stop looking for one.. I will forcus more on my NS, GYM, WEIGHT & MY FRIENDS.. One more rip off is my job.. Just look around and get fat.. Beter put me in H.T.A and be a F.I and i be in shape and workout at the same time.. Tell u what i will do now.. Im cutting my hair..By end of this month i must be 98kg and have to solat more.. No more skiping.. Thats all for now.. need to rest.. Love u all :/

2009-03-03T00:50:00.000-08:00

Okey updates... hmmm been at home cleaning my closet.. Alot of shirt and pants to be trown away.. Hmmm its been a week not been to gym.. Men.. Fats are coming back to my body.. No more.. My next off its gonna be extra workout.. No no no..

Okey App nite 2009.. Its good.. The theme is bbq.. And yah alot of good stuff happen.. Hahahaha.. Okey lets start from school.. Reach school at about 5plus, zila was make up by fairuz, strightening done by fazli.. for Fairuz curlz done by fazli and make up done by herself of cause, if done by me.. it would be like nicole never sleep for gods know how long.. LOL okey..

Even before we went down to app location.. Already meet up with Hazril, Hir, Naqiah, Hidayah, suhailah and azhari.. Its fun... Seriously.. Theres no pic cause the pics are all at facebook.. yeah.. Hehehehehe..

Miss SC FAMILY... Now i dont feel like update cause im kinda sick.. So yah.. So now time check 5.30pm... Im going for a run.. Take care alright.. Tune up for next update.. Love u all.. Bye2..

Renovation..

2009-02-24T10:21:00.000-08:00

Blog is under renovation..
Pls try again later..
thank you..

V.day updates

2009-02-21T18:54:00.000-08:00

Ladies and gentalmen.. do u, do u... Now keep on wataching me.. Hahahahaha.. Okey thats random.. Okey... Just reached home from night shift.. Men damn tired but later i will be heading to gym.. I gain like 2 kg for yesterday donuts and cup noodle.. Men talk about food..

Hmmmm.. 1st up will be Valentine's Day Celebration.. Hmmmm.. Everything is good.. Yeah.. I performed a dance item at ITE COLLEGE EAST for their event.. I can say i really miss ampitheater with lots of people claping and shouting ur name.. but men to bad no longer that kinda of crowd.. Hahahahaha... Well the dance was good.. I dont blame fazli cause fazli really pun in effort on dance prac.. He really prac till night at ITE DOVER.. Than on the day its self he have to wake up early to come to the eastside.. He is exhausted.. I know when i see one.. Thanks Fazli for following me to the clinic, not to forget zila too.. But one thing i like about fazli during the dance right.. Even he was scolded on the spot.. His energy is still there to continue dancing.. Men fazli im proud of u.. Peace... thanks to AZHARI N FAIRUZ for the step... LOve u both

Okey for me i finally did my full split... Yea me!!! Hahahahaha.. But let me tell u.. Its pain like hell.. I can just chop off my leg at that moment of time.. Seriously.. So rest for awhile at the activity room and than Fairuz twins, Hot mama fazli, Bitchy zila, Unknown azhari and painful Me when to tong seng and have our dinner.. After the day gets darker, thats where a life saver Kelvin come for the rescue.. Hahahahaha twins know about it..

In short i fainted fullstop.. Next story.. Hahahahahaha.. Let the pictures tell the stories.. Dont wanna elaborate..Must Thanks twins for the pictures...

Anyway Happy Belated Birthday Fazli... I did not forget.. I wish ya at facebook.. sorry faz kalau tkde preasent.. we go out soon and celebrate it okey..Promise.. Hmmm.. okey Time check 1.56 pm.. Now geting ready to gym.. Roger and out...

Oh ya theres a photo of my future body posting here.. So dont get it wrong.. Hehehehe... Again Roger and out..

Dance Practice at I.T.E (Dover)

2009-02-10T18:26:00.000-08:00

Okey.. Seriously, Penat.. Tak leh angkat.. Yesterday 10th Feb 2009 at about 3 plus to 4 we have dance prac at ite dover.. Hahahaha.. Its was fun.. Theres alot of stuff happens there, one of them was the hotdog stall guy.. His really funny and cute.. Y i said that..

Okey here goes.. After putting our bag and stuff at Student Council Room, me, fazli and azhari when down to the canteen.. So theres not really much of stall open so i went to this stall that sells bread roll with hotdog.. Okey firstly i just fill myself with 2 roll hotdog but beacuse its nice i decided to buy 2 more.. u know what the guy at the hotdog shop said. " oh! me dah letak jampi so u will buy again". hahahahaha.. what the hell.. Dah petang2 pun masih nk joke around.. Hahahahaha.. Now i know y fazli can adept to ITE Dover fast.. Hahahaha.. Kidding..

Okey lets get back to the dance practice.. Yesterday was one of the strongers prac i ever go to.. Alot of new steps need to be sharp, alot of laughter and everything.. Hahahahaha.. Most of the choreo comes from azhari and fairuz.. So yesterday we sharpen up some move and shake it like its hot.. Haahahaha...

Sorry fairuz i forgot to call ya.. Totally forgot.. Sorry ya.. We start about 4pm plus all the way to 9.30pm and we are the last few to leave ITE Dover.. Just like old times at ITE Simei.. HAHAHAHAHA..

Okey the show will be on Thursday @ about lunch time(12 plus 1), Event: V'Day ITE Simei and there will be one more show on Friday same time, Event:V'Day ITE Dover..
Lets wish the best of luck to all.. Hahahahaha.. Okey than till here.. Update u all soon alright.. Taking care.. mmuucckkk.

updating

2009-02-09T20:48:00.000-08:00

OKEY THIS BLOG IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUTION.. HEHEHEHE UPDATE YA SOON...

trailer

2009-02-06T06:28:00.000-08:00

This trailer is fake.. but its nice... i like when the power rangers unite.. Hahahaha random but true.. enjoy..

2009-02-06T05:59:00.000-08:00

okey this is the cutest kitten ever.. if u stress, just watch this kitten.. its gonna make u smile.. wahahahaha.. Anyway if i never reply ur msg, sorry.. my prepaid is low.. i will top up it soon.. for now.. just msg and keep me updated..

new skin..

2009-02-02T06:58:00.000-08:00

hahaha i will update soon alright..
tomorrow start of something new..
anyway..
update u all soon alright..
bye2..

Passing out Parade (p.o.p) & the week of p.o.p

2009-01-24T08:55:00.000-08:00

The day have come for me to proudly say that i have P.O.P... Yeah me... The date is 22nd January 09.. Yeah!! Its been 3 months long in Home Team Academy and now im out free to somewhere new.. That somewhere new shall blog some other time but for now im happy i have pass out..

Okey right after P.O.P Ceremony, meet Fairuz at C.T hall for dinner.. Hahahaha.. Its been long time.. Yeah, We have LJS.. Hahahaha.. Its really a stress free dsy to meet fairuz.. All jokes starts to comes back.. Its a very fun day right Fairuz.. Hahahaha..

On the same day met up with my squad mate to have supper at bedok corner.. Hahahaha.. Stay all the way till 1.30am... Hahahaha.. Its been the day with full of fun and blast.. Hahahaha...

The folowing day, Hazril enter hospital dew to god know what... Till now i still dont know what wrong with him.. So from camp i when stright to A.H to pay him a visited.. Hahahaha.. he still can tell jokes when he himself cant laugh.. Haizzz.. But the good part thst his okey and he was allowed to go home.. Yeah.. Now haz rest... Dont even think of clubing.. Haizz..

Okey today met Fairuz for swimming.. Hahahaha.. Let me tell u.. Its my first time swim without the top and i felt shy, cause im fat.. hahahahah yeah... Hahahaha.. So much of the mermaid jokes.. HAHAHAHA.. Right after that we when hunting for birthday cake for Fairuz's mom... Yeah.. But in the end, we bought dounut.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAIRUZ'S MOM... After the hunting.. Thats where the fun begins.. when to changi village to buy some good stuff.. I spent $40/- on t-shirts and pants.. Oh my right.. But the thing is.. Everything is good... I love it.. Thanks fai for the bargin and everything.. hahahahaha.. Seriously everything is been great and i love it.. hahahahaha.. okey till here.. update u guys soon alright.. taking care.. bye2..

Dance...

2009-01-17T10:44:00.000-08:00

Okey its 2.44am and im still not asleep.. damn.. Im sleepy but cant sleep.. Keep thinking about dancing.. Dont know why but its true.. I lost my move to dance.. Seriously.. I try to dance to most of the hit beat song but i can no longer make any good step.. All sux... Damn.. Need to go for dance lesson.. Hmmm.. Any idea people... i need help here...

Okey today i went out with hazril to town... Twilight is a good movie.. Its a must to watch... So after the movie.. When to Far east plaza to buy some police stuff but in the end bought myself a $40 black button shirt.. Its funny when i wear it.. Look stupid.. Hahahaha.. Okey than when dinner at Lucky Plaza.. Than when to plaza singapura cause want to meet fazli.. Miss fazli.. Met him and after that... HOME.. But i must say, its a fun outing right haz.. Hahahaha..

People i want to dance... Ahhhh!! Okey here are some pics of the Button shirt.. Comment is it good or not... Hmmm...

year 2009

2009-01-02T23:57:00.000-08:00

Hmmmm.. Okey few hours before book in.. Just like to wish all my friends a very happy new year.. Yah i know im must say it on the 1st of january.. but what the hell, im saying it now.. Okey.. I been staying home this week of new year and i have been thinking back what i have done for 2008.. Hahahaha.. Well some stuff are way cool.. And some stuff are way hard to accept in life.. Hmmm.. Okey my current weight is 92.5 Kg.. What the hell... Can u imagine.. Hahahahaha.. From 135kg in year 2008 all the way to 1st january 2009.. Hahahaha.. All thanks to one person who start it all.. FAIRUZ.. Hahahaha.. Yeah.. I wanna share with ya but i dont know how to contact ya... are u still angry with me?? Or are ya still like that.. Hmmmm... Not sure how.. Okey This year im gonna make it harder.. Im gonna drop all the way to 80kg and lets tone it up.. Hahahaha not sure how i gonna look but im sure things gonna be hard.. Hahahahaha.. Okey y do i always have this feeling..." Malas nya nk masok camp".. Seriously.. Malas.. Been out from camp for 4 days and now all this lazy fats on my body telling me not to go camp.. Haizzz.. Hahahaha.. Lazy me... Okey got to go.. Anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS... If theres any update u guys wanna update me.. Beep me @ 82318996.. Hahahaha.. take care guys.. Update next week.. LOve u all.. tAKE CARE...

Another Cinderella Story.. Love the story..

2008-12-27T19:16:00.000-08:00

New skin, New Year, New Wish List..

2008-12-27T17:08:00.000-08:00

Hahahahaha.. Okey.. Its been ages not blogging due to N.S.. Well i cant really update about life in N.S cause its forbidden and special thanks to the old times for posting all does stupid photos, act & ect... NS life is fun.. Alot of downs & ups.. Make alot of new friends and buddies.. Okey lets talk more on the outing shall we..

1st outing is Double O: Its really a new place for me to go.. Went with my NS friends.. Didn't know all the 3 of them can dance.. Hahahahaha.. Its really fun.. The songs there are all r&b and the dance floor is okey lah.. Hahahahaha.. Hmmm abit of advice.. Becareful of merlions cause theres people vomit everywhere.. Hahahaha.. But the best part, is the songs are H.O.T.. Plus afew sunshine.. Hahahaha u should know what i mean...

2nd outing is Sentosa with mua beloved family: Its fun.. Really2 fun.. Has not been much fun since NS started.. Meeting up with ur s.c family is the most memorable times i will ever have.. Okey but the best part everything goes well.. Everybody is talking and laughing and normal, sunshine is all around the sides waiting for me to get mua number... Wahahahaha yah right.. Hahahahaha.. So we swimming except Suhailah.. We took afew photos cause most of us didn't bring camara.. Only last min Azmi took out his camara when we about to take the monorail to vivo city.. Hahahaha funny.. We all have dinner.. Dinner is good.. Seriously.. Its good.. Special thanks to Fazli.. Zila met his future boy friend.. She's really suprised like she just saw a ghost.. U should see her face and expression when she saw him.. Wahahahaha.. Zila, "Good luck in MSN".. Right after dinner is chil-lex time.. We when to the top floor where u can play water with ur fit.. Yeah we when there and take photos and learn dance step with Az... Talking about dance.. I lost my count in dancing.. AHHHHH!!! But what the hell.. Practise makes perfect.. We all are so cam horing up there.. Alot of photo taken and only one winner can call him/herself top model.. Wahahaha.. Haz have to work early the following day, so we decided to go home.. Pity him.. Hahahaha.. Yeah... That day is the best.. No word can discribe except 'PERFECT'.. Lets call it 'PERFECT PICTURE'.. Looking forward for the next outing...

Well mostly of the fun.. theres something still missing.. Fairuz.. Seriously.. Dont know why even im still mad.. Seriously.. But miss all those laugh, sad, jokes, tcc birthday, helping the persilat thingy, going gym, laughing at shakira.. Hahahaha.. Not sure where is the wrong connection till we really lost contact.. Well Im really sorry.. Really do.. As if anyone gonna read.. But hey, at least i type down whats questioning in my head... Yeah hope u can forgive me.. Hiazzz..

Okey thats all for now before book in.. Will update soon enough.. Wahahaha.. take care everybody.. Muckz..

and to someone special.. LOVE YA SO MUCH.. Thanks for the chrismas & birthday preasent..

2008-12-20T08:33:00.000-08:00

the 4th dec birthday meaning..

You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly. Your Love, Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.

N.S in 7 hours...

2008-10-06T09:24:00.000-07:00

okey friends.. N.S is in 7 hours time and i would like to say good bye to my freedom good bye.. wahahaha.. okey lets update.. today was boring at home while waiting for the day to be enlist to H.T.A.. So decided to go gym in the morning... at about 2 pm i decided to go ct hall to buy my headphone.. So i decided to call zab n zila n azhari.. only zab n zila can acompany me.. azhari kerja.. kesian dia.. Weeee... So i meet zila at work while waiting for zab.. Yah its really fun to meet zila cause dah lama tk jumpa.. So at about 5 like that i decided to watch movie... Hahahaha... Dah lah sejok.. Kt theater.. mak ai.. Lagi sejok... wahahahahaha.. We watch disaster movie.. secara tk sengaja.. kita jumpa az kt tempat kerja dia.. wahahahaha.. okey after the whole thing.. we when to bedok interchange to buy my N.S stuff.. Let me tell u.. KECOH!! hahahahaha.. Love my last freedom day... the day i wont forget.. thanks zab, zila and az.. thanks for the wish and the wanderful time with me.. i wont forget the date.. 6th of oct 2008.. till here.. see u in 2 weeks time.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA.. MAAF ZAHOR DAN BATIN...

2008-09-30T23:14:00.000-07:00

FIRSTLY --> SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY FWENZ..
TO STRICTLY CONFIDENTIAL
TO FUNKA SQUAD
TO SC FAMILY
TO MY BROZ N SIS(ITE COLLEGE EAST)
TO MY CLOSE FWENZ(ITE COLLEGE WEST BALESTIER)
TO MY NEW DANCE MATE
TO MY BOIFY
AND TO WHOEVER KNOWS ME..

SEMALAT HARI RAYA..
HALIM DISINI MENYUSUN SEPULUH JARI MEMINTA MAAF JIKALAU HALIM TERKASAR BAHASA, TERTIPU ATAU "MEMBOHONG", TERPEKIK, TERMAKAN ATAU TERMINUM MEMAKAI DUIT KAWAN2, TERPUKUL SANA, SINI & TEMPAT MANA2, TERMARAH TK TENTU HARA, TERSASUL YANG TK SENGAJA, TERMOODY TK KIRA KIRA, MENGUMPAT BILA2 SAJA, DAN MACAM2 LAGI..

YAH..
JADI HALIM DISINI BETUL2 MINTA MAAF DARI HUJUNG RAMBUT SAMPAI KE HUJUNG KAKI..

SECONDLY --> IM GOING N.S / GETTING MY OWN LIFE JUST LIKE FAIRUZ SAID..
SO IM REALLY GONNA MISS ALL MY FWENZ..

-AZHARI (S.C/F.S/BRO)
-WENNY(S.C)
-NABILAH(S.C)
-HIDAYAH(S.C/F.S)
-KAK AISYAH(S.C) WELCOME ABOARD
-NIA(S.C)
-ZABIDY(S.C/F.S)
-RENA( TEACHER FOR THAT'S RIGHT & FEEDBACK)
-FAZLI(F.S/H.F.C/BRO)
-HAZRIL(BRO)
-ZILA(SIS)
-HIR(SIS)
-FARIS(BRO)
-FARAHIN
-SUHAILAH(SIS)
-ATIKA(SIS)
-IZYANTY
-NADIAH
-ZULKARNAIN
-SURIAH
-SYAZ
-NADZ
-AWIS
-NATRI
-KAMSANI
-IZZY(VOGUELICIOUS)
-OKEY LETS END HERE FIRST.. AND ALL MY SEC FRIENDS... WHO'S NAME NOT INSIDE JANGAN MARAH.. I STILL MISS ALL OF U... MUCKZZZ..

TAKE CARE OF URSELF ALRIGHT.. HAHAHAHA...
ONES AGAIN SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...

2008-09-29T15:57:00.001-07:00

This morning i felt angry... AHHHH!!!!!! She is fuc*ing rude.. She start the whole fight n she still THINK she's right.. I feEL like slaping her to her face.. Sumpah.. If i see her out side with whoever, i will slap her till her face hurt like fu*k.. She wanna laugh @ my dance.. Girl.. u Dont know how MUCH hard work i have done to get thAt far.. And i should get a life??? Hell no.. U should get a life on ur own bitch!! ANGER !!!!!!!!! fU*K TO FELT THIS WAY.. I felt sorry for myself to have some one close like u in my life cause i dont deserve this at all... Sumpah. When i see u outside im Gonna slap u... Trust me.. U will GET what u have created... Tk sabar nk masok N.S cause dont wanna hang around with loser LIKE U who thinks she can dance but guess what.. She cant.. laugh back at ya bitch.. Be back with updates about the competition.. Sorry guys... im just angry cause its not my fault and she keep hiting me with all this hush words which i didnt even hit HER WITH anything.. Life is so unfair.. From now on.. I dont wanna know her.. Its better that way..

Today's Practice... ( a week to Competition )

2008-09-19T09:51:00.000-07:00

Okey today prac is a very good one and a tired one as well.. But i got that feelling, im not a good dancer.. y i say that?? Let me share the story with u.. Today we reached R.P @ about 3.15 pm and started prac new step from wenny and i felt good to catch does step in few mins.. Nabilah came a moment later n join the prac.. So after the prac we decided to continued on split n extention.. So wenny did her extention and i prac my split with azhari and nabilah.. So about 7.10pm hidayah and her sister (aisyah) came.. So from that time we when out to meet with wenny dance mate (Rina) to teach us some steps.. She start by Brush up on the new step we did.. Well im kinda confident that i can do the step but it seems that Rina is not happy with the steps.. So she start to comment on wenny, nabilah, azhari, kak aisyah and hidayah.. She skip me.. i felt so suck on dancing now.. it seems that she's not looking @ me when im dancing.. I felt so outcast.. Or maybe its just my feeling maybe.. or im just fat and rina dont like fat dancer... im just saying maybe.. Haizz.. But its really a good intensive training for me.. Im gonna prove to Rina that im gonna do better by monday.. Just watch me shine.. Im gonna prac till i drop.. I MAKE SURE OF THAT... i want to win badly.. So i will prac and prove that we can do it and win that 1st prize or maybe 2nd or 3rd.. Its time to dance hard.. no more kidding.. 1 week to competiton.. Lets do it..

Introducing Strictly Confidential

2008-09-16T15:15:00.000-07:00

Okey boyz n girlz.. today mood is happy... Update for today is : Dance practice for the Hipz Hopz @ pLaza Dance competition.. Hmmm... Okey we have been practicing for like a week or two now and im happy with the out come.. Well the group consist of 8 dancer including me.. 1st up is Wenny, 2nd on the line is Nabillah, 3rd on the group is Nia, 4th dancer is Hidayah, 5th Person is Zabidy, 6th(new dancer) is Aisyah -> kakak hidayah, 7th squad is azhari n last but not least ME.. wahahahaha.. Not to forget that our group name for this competition will be "strickly confidential"..
Yeah!!! thats right!!! something new n individual.. strictly confidential have been practicing @ Republic Poly almost everyday from 3pm till dawn.. Its not really that easy to have prac in this month of rahmadan, dew to fasting and in attendance wise, never prac as a group before dew to work, school and etc.. Nothing stop strictly confidential(S.C.D in short term) from creating new routing for new songs and taking it to the next level dispite knowing there's few good dance group compiting for the fame.. We motivate, help each other and share ideas to make S.C.D look strong and confident... Okey lets talk about ma achivements.. Ladies and gentalmen let me proudly say that i can jolly well do SPLIT!!!! yEAH!!! That's right!!! Not really that prefect but im there.. 98%... Yeah me!!! Wahahaha... Its not easy eh people... mua have to go alot of pain and not to mention crying... wahahahaha.. Hey what they say.. No pain no Gain.. Yeahh Thats right!! hmmm Okey.. I think lets it ends here now... i will update soon ya.. bye2... eh wait... Wish us luck on the comp alright... Doa kita menang.. haizzz... Okey bye2 guyz...

Ans to all this Confusion

2008-09-15T17:05:00.000-07:00

okey boys n girls... todays mood swing is really comes out of no where... But me being dishonest distroys trust??? u got to be kidding me... for me to be dishonest is sometimes to just save my sorry ass from doing something stupid n take that period of time doing something better like dancing, going gym, hang out with friends n what so ever.. with this kind of things i did.. is it wrong??? hmmm ans that ques freak.. i didn't use anybody's name n lie that im going out with u but end the end of the day im hang out with someone else right... F*ck ah!!! i hate be to lable alright... Stupid shit.. Ahhhh do whatever f*ck u wanna do lah.. I dont give a dame anymore... Im no longer can be trusted right.. F*ck!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!! Nice right being lable lier!!! Best!!! If i know its gonna end up like this, i prefer to be fat so i wont hang out in gym or hang out @ all... Better be my old halim.. FAT N UGLY N WHERE NO ONE NOTICE.. F*CK!!! Aku puasa siak n feels like this eh... Bodoh!!! Okey if u wanna know what happen that day.. Lets start.. Aku memang ada nangji that day.. so when ko called i was cleaning my blady f*cking house.. and im blady f*cking tired.. so of cause lah aku turn down ur offer of going out to gym.. So about what 5 plus 6 gitu hazril called.. cakap: dia nk gi cari hadiah untuk kawan dia n he need suggestion... so after a stress day and tired day @ home, mesti lah u wanna go out n relex right... not all tention up.. So did when out with hazril n hir.. Nothing in mind to sympathy any one in a matter of fact.. So after everything i did when to someone blog which i tot she's would understand me as who im am or my double face me. But no... She have to like post all this F*ck up stuff about me untill all the people around me lable me... Klau tkde nama tk pasal.. F*CK!! Ada nama sia.. Wah let me tell u.. The feeling is so painful even if i gain back my 35 KGS won't feel that painful.. By the way kan... its just about me not going to gym plus a nanji plus last min ada orang call ask for help n go out with him n end up all the f*cking bad stuff comes out... U know what.. Dont say u been all honest with me... Theres alot more u lied to than what i lied to u... Stupid shit sia... But whatever f*ck ah eh... apa dah dia buat tk leh di jilat balik kan.. i felt stupid to say im sorry n its not even ma fault... So now its ma turn... If u people out there think im a BIG FAT LIER kan.. dont even border look @ me.. u guys are better off without me.. What! can't take abit of my two face look.. FUCK OFF!!! Run along now alright.. U wanna me to be stright forward.. okey! lets see u like which better, ma two face or the stright forward... i might not be as claver as u are but one thing, i have ma own stand for ma own lie f*ck...
Okey feels better... Be back with post i promised soon alright.. as if anyone gonna read this blog...

Lets start fresh..

2008-09-13T05:37:00.000-07:00

Well hello people.. i know no one knows my new blog yet.. But still, im starting things fresh.. I wanna forget all the past n i wanna start with a new book of life.. i know i done stupid stuff back to the old days n have a very unforgetable fight with my twins(fairuz).. Its mostly miss understanding.. haizzz.. I deleted my old blog, friendster, facebook n tagged.. hahahaha stupid me.. but as i say.. im stating fresh.. No more friendster or facebook.. Its just me and my blog.. I would like to take this part of time to say sorry to zuhairi, hazril, zila, suhailah, fairuz, atika, fazli, faris, azhari, zabidy, hidayah, wenny, nia.. anyone not mention?? well to the people knows me.. I WOULD LIKE TO SAY IM SORRY FROM THE END OF MY HAIR TO THE END OF MY LEG.. im not really a good person as u think i am.. i can be nasty too.. I follow my emotion to much till i end up like this.. I know my mouth cant be really be trusted cause i have this thing called 2 faced.. p.s not in the batmen story eh.. back to my apologies.. i just want u guys to know that im still the old halim that u guys know when i first know u till now.. nothing have change.. Only some part of me that is my lies.. If u guys wanna know what i mostly lies about.. Call me personally.. its kinda privacy.. hahahaha.. Okeylah guys.. Till here for now.. i will update on teacher's day performace, fairuz birthday, fazli national day dance, sc dance practice, zila birthday, and all the things i have not updated very soon... for now.. bye2.. Lots of apologies: Halim DeadLy Sins..